Hi there guys, I'm 21 and when I was 19 I tried to reboot the first time, at the reuniting forum. I was single and really made a progress into it, even though I never made the full 90 days without PMO. At that time the results were amazing: I was really able to get on shape (ripped), I was confident and able to sleep well and all those benefits I've seen. But then I started a relationship and things didn't went too well. I came back to masturbate when I was nervous. And since my girlfriend (which she still is) is kinda of a pain in the ass I've had some extreme agressive reactions with her sometimes, like pressing her arm really hard, and grabing her neck when I was jealous and really mad at her.
Some of you may call me bad names because of the last line, but that's not who I really am. In the last relationship I had, I still lived with my parents in my hometown, and I was a cool & calm guy style, never done anything like that. But I entered college and since then I've been living by myself in another city, and things are not going very well.
Today I return to the NO PMO thing with two objetives: I never want to watch porn again. And secundarily I want have a normal relationship again (no low-confidence, low self-steem, no agressiveness). I wanna be the me I was in my previous relationship.
The first goal, since I am in a relationship, is not to PM, since not Oing is not an option. I'll keep a daily journal, informing what happened that day.
Wish me luck!