Hey everyone, I'm starting a new journal after a very long absence. I first tried to go porn-free in 2013, and made it to 25 days before relapsing. Then I had a couple shorter streaks before giving up. I was back on this forum in 2014 for another, even briefer attempt. Since then I've tried to quit porn several times without keeping a journal, and I've even made it as long as four or five weeks—but I always fall back into old habits. So here I am again. Briefly, I'm 37 and happily married, and I've been a fairly heavy user of porn since college. I was first motivated to quit when I started having erection and orgasm difficulties during sex with my GF/now wife. Quitting porn has always led to a rapid improvement in sexual performance, and I've been lucky to have only brief flatline periods. But perhaps because I'm relatively quick to "recover," I'm also quick to decide that maybe porn's not such a problem after all, as long as I use it in moderation . . . and you can guess where that attitude leads. Today is day zero (d'oh!). I plan to post brief updates every day or two. Thanks for reading!