Hello... I'm new to this site. Today is my 41st birthday and I relapsed after nine days of quitting porn. Do I feel shame? Yes. Regret? Absolutely. I feel especially weak since I should be celebrating. Instead I'm sitting in the dark spilling out intimate details of what I've done on a site that I know little about. What a crazy, messed up world. Anyhow, posting this does help me feel a bit better. And I suppose that's the point, right? My plan is abstinence from porn. My goal is to make it through the rest of tonight. Then, it's one day at a time.