Slowly Getting Older

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by 100DaysMission, Apr 10, 2016.

  1. deadofwinter

    deadofwinter Member

    Hey friend, what are you up to these days? I see you're on day 8, just like me.

    All the best!
     
  2. 100DaysMission

    100DaysMission Active Member

    I'm busy with lots of things, but pretty happy and contented.

    I had a period of PMO...it was when the forum was down. That didn't contribute to my first PMO, but it didn't help afterwards...still, it's no excuse really. And I'm over the hump again.

    But yeah, busy busy busy. Some exciting things, some not exciting things.

    I feel I could sleep for a week!
     
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  3. deadofwinter

    deadofwinter Member

    The forum black-out was weird!

    Glad to see you're back on the wagon, I'm right there with you.
    Good luck and check in some times
     
  4. deadofwinter

    deadofwinter Member

    I see you relapsed. Don't binge and you'll be fine. Good lucksies!
    DoW
     
  5. 100DaysMission

    100DaysMission Active Member

    Ugh.
    I need to pull myself out of this.

    I go away in a month, but I want to be clean going into that, as opposed to using going away as an opportunity to get clean.

    I need to be a lot harder on myself. I feel in the midst of compulsion again.
    Some bad porn too.

    The rest of my life is fine, and I'm continuing many good habits and have even started learning a new language. Though I have no interest in meeting girls atm. It's probably half due to PMO'ing again, and half due to going away. I'm not going to jump into a relationship, and I've never been very good at getting anything less serious.

    I'm just going to avoid porn, and not force anything with girls. I'm sure I'll meet someone who lights me up, provided I steer clear of this shit.

    I'm in control of the rest of my life, but it's a slippery slope - I need to stay focused and productive!!

    A little angry at myself, but not angry enough. I need to care again...Come on, here we go.
     

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