Hey everyone, I am a 19 year old guy with erectile dysfunction. I've posted on here a few times, but I come back once in a while once I clock in again on a new reboot. I hope this long explanation provides some insight for those suffering through porn addiction like I am, or if someone else has had similar experiences. I am addicted to video cam sites - like Omegle and ChatRoulette. When I was a horny young teenager discovering porn, I realized you could get girls to strip for you on camera. I loved it. I would meet other teenage girls, get their skype or snapchat and receive nudes and private shows whenever I was horny. Seemed like a pretty good deal to me. I began to go on these sites (Omegle in particular) and I stopped watching regular porn and masturbating to my own fantasies entirely. I began to go on these sites almost every day, even to the point where I masturbated with guys, just so I could get that high from jacking off to someone. By the time I was 16-17, I started having my own encounters with girls. Unfortunately I realized I could never get a proper erection. It became a habit telling girls i couldn't get wood because I was nervous, or had whisky dick or whatever excuse I could think of. Fast forward to now, I'm still a virgin. I'm in college and I've had plenty of opportunities to cash in, but I've never been able to get hard enough for sex. In fact I've never had a full election with a girl. The culprit, becoming glaringly obvious, is porn. I can still get an easy erection on these sites with girls across a computer screen, but only on those sites now. Its even a challenge to get a boner with regular porn. It's fucking embarrassing. I feel like shit going on those sites for pleasure, I don't morally enjoy it. I feel like some sick pervert. The only person who knows I go on Omegle is my psychologist. It's something I want to stop forever and keep buried in the rear view. After my recent guilty encounters on Omegle this summer, I began to immediately and progressively start to feel like shit. My brain gets foggy; I get dizzy, socially awkward, uncomfortably alert, unable to sleep. It's an absolutely terrifying feeling. Some nights I would just lie down and try not to cry. These symptoms last for a few days afterwards, then they go away. My psychologist says I may be reaching the point of full o addiction to Omegle since these sites seem to change by brain chemistry, after she's dealt and seen the consequences with other drug addicts and alcohol abusers (and told me how addiction ripped their lives apart). That's scares the shit out of me. I also have feelings of being asexual. I don't get aroused by girls anymore as I did before. I understand I'm out of puberty and my hormones are at a consistent level now. Despite that, i barely fantasize about girls. I don't get erections seeing hot girls or being caught off guard by them. When my buddy says "would you bang her", truthfully I could care less. I don't really care about hooking up with girls anymore. Maybe it's because I never actually had sex before. But I feel like Omegle has conditioned me to not become aroused in real life like I was before. Another terrifying feeling. I'm a 19 year old college student with close to a perfect GPA that I worked my ass of for, I'm sociable, I have a good job and I (like to think) I'm good looking. I'm going to throw my life away if I keep going down this road. It's starting to affect my job performance. I'm starting to cancel plans to go out because I feel off from porn. If I girl asks to hang, I usually don't because I don't have confidence in myself to perform or I just don't have that drive anymore. Fuck I've never had sex! This shit has to stop! So here I am, going for another reboot. I started on August 20th. I really hope I can do this. Wish me luck everyone. I need this.