Reached 90 days after 3 years. Need to cement this seed entirely for my entire full life ahead of me

Discussion in 'Pornography Addiction' started by auzzie_mikey, May 15, 2018.

  1. auzzie_mikey

    auzzie_mikey Member

    So I've been in this journey a long time. I have all the knowledge, yet I keep failing.

    I want to cement this no PMO entirely for my whole life NOW. Each time the urge comes to PMO or do anything arousing, the horror of 3 month withdrawals that I passed between Feb - May 2018 I remember. Its a simple choice for me right now. Rather continue a happy, stress free life, where I'm happy at the moment not PMOing. OR PMO and then suffer bouts of withdrawals here and there.

    im 24 this year and turning 25, a QC... Quarter Century. Time to cement this 90 day seed has begun.

    I have never given MY ALL, like I have this time for PMO. Desperate times seek desperate measures. That's why I went the entire 90, cause withdrawals were so bad.

    Lets keep on this journey guys, remember day by day. Small battles lets win and then look forward to the BIGGER PICTURE... :)
     
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  2. Jjh

    Jjh New Member

    Stay strong!
     
  3. auzzie_mikey

    auzzie_mikey Member

    In your darkest hour, in your darkest day, when life is throwing all sorts of things at you, when your mind might turn to PMO, you must get ready of ALL your defences to fight and attack and must not surrender.

    I read this post everyday on my phone to avoid PMOing. It helps. Life cannot be surrendered to this horror and filth. Enough I have suffered. NOw no more.
     

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