My way to Liberty

Discussion in 'Ages 40+' started by Libertad, Oct 22, 2013.

  1. Bobo

    Bobo Well-Known Member

    There are,some people,who feel this process is not scientific, thats,who I,was mentioning.You didn't mention it.
     
  2. Libertad

    Libertad Well-Known Member

    Thanks for clarifying.
     
  3. Libertad

    Libertad Well-Known Member

    Yesterday evening I went to a small political meeting of around 150 People of a new Party for whom I voted at the last election 2017. I always voted after my 18 birthday, but never went to a political Assembly. Two times I even said something during the Meeting. Not that it matters much, but I received even approval for what I said, and I would lie if I said that it didnt feel good to get Validation from other men and women.
    It may not seem much for others, but this was a huge step for me.
    Afterwards, my inner critical voice came up to remind me that this or that I could have said better, but I was able to remind me that I´m quiet at the beginning of standing up for my self and my opinion about something and that this too is a learning process. I was able to be quiet happy with myself afterwards.

    I havent had any more wet dreams but a few havy urges mainly after watching series with scenes of intimacy in them. It is quiet difficult to avoid them when watching movies because they are every where. What I noticed also is, that I seem to get aroused more easily even when there is only a kissing Scene in a movie. This may Sound weird, but on two occassions I felt the desire to kiss or simple touch a women, without thinking about fucking her. In one way I feel more masculine and in other areas more sensitive.

    I´m still procrastinating a lot with things I know I need to do but dont like to do them. I should think less and simply do them.
     
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  4. Gilgamesh

    Gilgamesh Seize the day

    Actually I think that for most people that would be a huge step. My experience is that in such meetings when you can ask questions or share your opinion, only few people do so. When there is another meeting with the same crowd, it is mostly the same people again that dare to talk. Most people are too afraid that the words don't come out, or just to say something stupid. You showed guts. Great job.

    Actually I have the feeling that your new feelings are more natural. Isn't that also how our feelings for girls at younger age start? It sounds like recovery to me.
     
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  5. dig deep

    dig deep must stop wasting my life on porn

    I know how you feel,if something makes you anxious and you do it anyway it gives you feeling of pride in yourself.
    A lot of the time I want a woman to hug or cuddle or put my arms around rather than have sex.
     
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  6. titan_transcendence

    titan_transcendence Well-Known Member

    Way to go, Libertad! :) You surely are progressing in many areas right now. Let go that perfectionism which plagues guys like us (should have been better.. was it good enough.. etc etc), you already was a winner for a day, as Gil said.

    Keep up the good work! Even if the pace would seem slow at times, you still are going in the right direction.
     
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  7. Saville

    Saville Well-Known Member

    Awesome things are afoot for you, my friend. I love how you're pushing the envelope and forging your new path in a creative way.
     
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  8. Libertad

    Libertad Well-Known Member

    Thank you all guys for posting, it is such a good thing to know that there is a community out there of men who know how it feels and what we are going true when we stop avoiding life and pain.
    Even I sometimes feel more like this;):


    How to be so far behind that it feels you are the first.PNG
     

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