I am 55. I am married with two kids and two grandkids. My wife and I got married 25 years ago after I went through extensive counseling to be free from a homosexual lifestyle. Up to that point, my sex life was exclusively homosexual. Since then it has been exclusively heterosexual and entirely monogamous. My porn life is a different story. The porn use (as it seems for everyone else) started with puberty and has been exclusively homosexual. I have done reboots six times. The first was for over three months, though that was several years ago and I knew NOTHING of the Uncle Bob and Your Brain On Porn websites, which is how I found THIS site. Since discovering that site I have attempted to reboot seven times. But I have had NO accountability partner. I refuse to hurt my wife with this (she is an 18 month breast cancer survivor and still continuing to reover). I am desperate. I am beginning a reboot today and for the first time, I am reaching out to a community for support. This is VERY unnatural for me. I generally keep my thoughts to myself. Especially my sexual thoughts. But I have crashed and burned for the last time and I NEED help. So here I am. Naked before the men and women who have are successfully rebooting their lives. I am a porn addict -- a GAY porn addict -- and I am not in control of my life. I look forward to hearing from SOMEONE who will hold me accountable as I set off for 90 days (the longest time between relapses was 27 days, so I KNOW this is possible. I will also answer emails if someone here has had a similar experience and can act as an accountability partner from a point of STRENGTH.