How to quit porn?

Discussion in 'Ages -19' started by ant1ninthysix, Aug 19, 2015.

  1. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    Hello everybody,
    I'm 19 and im seeking porn from when I was 11y/o,
    (let me add a thing: porn was showed me by a "friend", neighbour, who kinda bullied me
    from 8 to 12 y/o, made me belive than the girl I liked back when I 8 was his girlfriend[ridiculous, we were just kids,
    I was kiddo too and he fooled me], and lot of other shjt...)
    this lead me to be totally addicted to porn/internet/computers...
    I did undernestand from few months how much this is unhealty and stupid
    and i want to quit, but here comes the difficult part: how to do this?

    I try to block my selft to access porn, i deleted everything I had on my HDDs, MemoryCards...
    but i cant lock internet
    seems I just cant control my self sometimes or start thinking "come on, its just once"
    and i fall back to porn... :-\

    No body can help me of my family, friends, they are just too "old style" to understand that...
    If i was older and had money maybe the solution would be to meet a therapist.
     
  2. Look up Nofapacademy and Sacred Sexuality Project on YouTube.
     
  3. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    Thank you.

    I have actually done some "tricks" like quitted social networks and try to stay away
    from "trigger" material...
    But some time you face a "tigger" in real life and there is no way
    to block it (??ask all sexy girls you meet "please wear in a more decent way because i'm trying to achive 90 days w/o prn n fappin' "
    you'll end up to seem a pervert and get nothing done... )
     
  4. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    1 day gone... remaining around 21'000 [~58 years life expectancy estimated by my own XD] shjt will be hard XD
     
  5. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    2 days pretty much gone
    ...this forum is helping a lot and plus its fun XD
     
  6. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    3rd day gone... hope I'm not going to get "wet dreams" in the next day... But after all "sweet dreams are made of this, who am I to desagree? A travel the world and the seven seas..." ;D
     
  7. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    eureka! I have the solution for wet dreams: get a koteka! like ol' afrikan guys, yeah they know how to dont get their sleep disturbed,
    now I just have to build a confortable one...
     
  8. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    4th day gone,

    I feel less need to sleep... I remember that I was more sleepy when I PMOed
    I'll get sharper.
     
  9. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    site down for more than 24 h :eek:

    too much people wated to know how to quit porn? XD
     
  10. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    1 week gone!! Let's keep it on! :)
     
  11. KingJames

    KingJames Member

    Good job bro, stay focused and keep going!
     
  12. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    yeah, these days are hard but must dont fall...
     
  13. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    shit guys,
    I just watched an old movie, Taxi Driver 1976,
    I have eared about it a lot, and discovered some time ago, when I was still playing a lot of videogames,
    that Grand Theft Auto III, VC, SA taxi cab desing was inspired by the movie Taxi Driver as a cammeo for the movie...

    Now I know why it was so important, it made me change my mind about prostitues!
    I was planning to see hooker when going to work after university (but shjt it is gonna take a lot of years, anyway)
    so using my own earned money for bitches was looking a pretty good idea,
    but now I know that meeting prostitutes will feed a lot of REALLY BAD PEOPLE,
    will feed the human-contraband, pimps, gangs/mafia and shjt like that...
    So stay away from it.


    Yet onther thing about the movie:
    we the protagonist started hanging out with the blonde girl (a young Jodie Foster)
    it was all going in the good direction till he toke her to see A PORN MOVIE,
    and of course her reaction was really bad and everything was messed up...

    So this movie teachs how porn and prostitutes are really lame activities...


    EDIT: shjt, made a mistake, Jodie Foster was Iris the young bjtch,
    the other woman was Cybill Shepherd.
     
  14. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    day 9 gone, shjt those are such hard days, but MUST NOT FAIL! ;)

    I find that Rihanna - Disturbia is the ultimate no-fap song! XD

    Hey guys I'm curious: What's your "ultimate no-fap song" ?

    EDIT:
    today I notice that I'm more sharp, more nervous...
     
  15. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    shjt I fell very pissed-off today, and every wrong thing makes me rage,
    FUCK FUCK FUCK, plus I hurt my leg so FUCK THE HELL OFF the stupid furniture
    full of sharp edges...
     
  16. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    ...HEY GUYS WHATSAPP? XD

    Today is THE HARDEST EVER (yeah as Will.I.am's song),
    and plus is Sunday!
    0 wet dreams but actually had a dream about using porn/relapsing this night!
    but of course I dont relapsed...Just keep sleeping.

    You can go hard or you can go home
    You can go hard or you can go home
    You can go hard or you can go home
    You can go hard or you can go home

    You can go hard or you can go home
    You can go hard or you can go home
    You can go hard or you can go home
    You can go hard or you can go home

    Oh my goodness, this beat is so hard...
    Oh my goodness, this beat is so hard...

    [Will.I.Am]
    You can get that, or you can get this
    You can call it demon, Imma call it jesus
    You can get a curse, you can get a cross
    You can go to work, or you can be the boss

    Imma be the owner, be a thought Donor
    Imma go hard, like a motherfuckin boner
    Imma make a beat to put the people in a coma
    You can be a geek or be a rolling stoner
     
  17. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    wow, I start noticing that its like a have more energy,
    every day I'm able to do more things!!! I'm FASTER! AMAZING!!
     
  18. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    SHJT SHJT SHJT STOP:

    just see CSI: Miami - Season 2 - Episode 11 "Complications"

    the fucking episode starts with a young blonde with huge bouncing boobs!!
    shjt, in my "precedent way a life" this would have turned in a PMO for sure!! But FUCK STOP MY SELF
    and avoid relapsing: thats why I'm writing right now, to keep my hands and my browser busy!!!

    UPDATE: actually just achived 11 days in this precise moment, very good,
    I wanna see some results of this no-PMO improved way of life when I start my college semester...
    Lets see what happens: if I'll suck at the university I'll fall back to porn, or maybe I'll be good
    and I may get some REAL girls thats pretty much a better idea...


    ... I just deleted the motherf*king episode, now I can't replay it anymore,
    stupid hard drive data, YOU ARE JUST BITS, YOU CANT BE SEXY OR SEDUCTIVE: FUCK OFF,
    I wanna some real material to be sexy and seductive, not the fucking bytes...
    the motherfucking pixels on my LCD, limit your self to transmit information and fuck off,
    the stupid pixels arenìt going to give me boner!

    :p [shjt I'm goin' crazy, lets go to sleep]
     
  19. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    I'm still going, yeah, no relapses and I'm fine.
     
  20. ant1ninthysix

    ant1ninthysix No fate but what we make

    ...shjt still thinking to yesterday's CSI Miami 02x11 big bouncing boobs...

    Its very are to resist but I have to keep it on...

    Also had a wet dream last night.
     

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