Alright y'all I usually read the forums but this is my first post so i apologize if it's lengthy. I'll do my best to keep it to the point. Been struggling for almost 6 years with my sex drive and erections. Here's a brief run down of my history... Started noticing these problems when I was 20, but didn't think much of it. I've always been an active guy. Not trying to boast but I'm 6'4", 220 lbs, strong, ripped, always lifted, played sports collegiately, and have never once had a problem getting it up, lasting long, or being horny. I had some good looking girls to bone and none of this was EVER a problem needless to say. The only time I've ever not been able to perform per say was when a old ex and i broke up, I was heart broke, wasn't in the mood naturally, and I knew that so I wasn't concerned it was an outside factor. IMPORTANT: During this time I started to masturbate To porn for the first time in my life. Up to this point I looked at porn but never physically made myself orgasm to it (weird I know). So then at age 20, for the first time, I discovered I could do this to myself and consequently did it like 3 times a day. I continued to do this for about 2 years, between 1-3 times a day and slowly I started needing, wanting, to have more of it. Erections got weaker, real life experiences couldn't get it up, etc. I discovered this site and for 4 years I've fought an ongoing battle thinking this was my problem. (Also had a back injury. 2 bulging discs, had MRI, did physical therapy, recovered. Never had painful erections or pain down legs, just muscle tightness in back.) With that said, after that when I noticed things were going south again for no reason, i waited a good while, then decided to see a Dr. He ordered blood tests for the whole nine yards to make sure all hormonal levels were up to par. Everything checked out, which left me to think "alright maybe it's mental, which I can fix". So with that reassurance I kept a good positive attitude that I'd be fine because, well, I WAS fine... At this point I'm about 21-22 years old and I'm going between 3 weeks to a month without PMO, then relapsing, with real life sex in between. Fast forward, I'm now between 22-24 years old and things are still progressively getting worse. I've now quit porn and masturbating, thinking they may be the culprit. I'd relapse maybe every once in a couple months otherwise, I'd go long periods of time without busting a nut unless it was sex. I got another girlfriend things were great, started to get harder over time thinking it was the comfortability and emotional connection. Didn't watch porn or masturbate. Then broke up. Problem continues... Fast forward again. At this point I'm not getting morning hard ons, erections are weak, I'm constantly thinking about it, hands down frustrated as hell again. So, went BACK to the Dr., reexplaining "hey man, y'all say I'm good but why the F*** am I not getting hard" his response, "we'll do another blood test, recheck, and a contrast MRI from head through torso to make sure all veins are lighting up".... everything once again checked out. I got another MRI my back as well to make sure everything was ok back there. Both MRI's checked out. Which is good! But problem persists... To finish this off, im now 26 years old. I have no desire to watch porn. Every once in a while I'll stroke it but it doesn't do anything for me. I can go MONTHS without busting a nut. I've become disciplined which is great... I just had another blood test done to recheck AGAIN. I'm in the marines, I workout 5 days a week, eat like a horse (healthy too), sleep is pretty variable (not good), stress is also variable, I drink only on weekends (only 1 day), and having sex with chicks around here is hard (cause there are none). I go weeks/months with nothing, I don't jack off, I don't watch porn. I've even seen a sex therapist as well. I've done my research, I believe, and know what TO do and NOT TO do. Today as I post this, my dick just feels kinda lifeless and my sex drive is no where to be found, so it seems. I don't have trouble getting laid but I've become so conscious of the fact that I may not get it up that I'm creating a self fulfilling prophecy. Or a catch 22, meaning is my erection problem causing the excessive worry or the excessive worry causing the erection problem. Matched with anxiety, and all that. Needless to say I'm not going to give up, I've been doing this for 6 years now, cause if my body is healthy it's gotta be something else. All and any thoughts will be appreciated. Thank you, thanks for this site, for any replies, god bless, and F***in Merica'.