Thanks for the tips tricking mind. The problem with setting up a blocker and giving the password to someone else is that I don’t want other people to know about my problem. Two of my friends know a little bit about it but I really don’t want to go any further than that. I can’t help that part of my brain latches on to the dopamine rush of porn. So I’m going to stop beating myself up for getting urges or thinking about porn. I need to realize that I’m not giving anything up. I’m relinquishing a poison from my life. Something that if I continue to use it will fuck up my sex life forever. There’s literally no benefit from porn. At all. I mean I guess a tiny tiny portion of it could be educational but otherwise it’s useless and teaches nothing about how a man and women are supposed to have sex or interact. It’s a lie and I feel sorry for the people out there who shamelessly look at porn and are almost proud of it. I think I just need to be patient. Take things day by day. Don’t focus too much on this process and just try and live my life how I want to. I really need to take control of my life. I need to breathe. Stop worrying so much. Enjoy life. Stay positive. Stop focusing so much on the negatives of my life and cherish and enjoy the good things that are present. And most of all stop feeling sorry for myself. I need to realize that there are things more important than my feelings in this world.