On day 9 of being clean. Tomorrow is the day I go on holiday, I am excited, I just need to make sure that today I stay clean and carry on this streak. I had a good last day at work, got everything done I needed to and my manager even said I deserved a good break from work which was nice. After work I went to the gym and then came home and have been sorting out my stuff. At the gym I can feel I am getting fitter which is a really good feeling and today I noticed a few girls looking at me which was a real confidence boost, I didnt speak to any of them, but its nice to know that they were looking. I was gonna go round my brothers for dinner tonight but he cancelled on me, I was sort of using that dinner plan to keep me clean and not relapse so now I will have to be even more careful to not go there! just gonna be careful, maybe watch a movie and then go to bed and read. I was planning to take time away from the gym before the journey but with my plans this evening cancelled I see myself going to bed really early and then waking up at like 06:00, so might even go to the gym in the morning and then get some breakfast in town before the taxi comes. Any way, time to sort some more stuff out for holiday and then cook some dinner. Peace!