PLEASE DON'T REPLY TO THAT FIRST PAGE OF MY JOURNAL BECAUSE I WANT TO POST INSPIRING SCRIPTURES FIRST. THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! Here, my mission is to track my victory overon a regular basis. I have to say that I don't smoke, I don't drink alcohol, I don't do drugs, I don't watch TV (or play videogames), I don't listen to the radio, I don't read newspapers but instead useful books (finances, psychology, health, the Bible off course) and selected articles and I want to quit music listening and YouTube & Internet distraction (basically procrastination).Age when PMO started: 6-7(don't let female underwear magazines on the table at the living room, and hide well the porn magazine in the bedroom, and beware of that soft-porn TV also, lest that kid gets hit and destroy himself for 15 years)Age when I started to quit: 15-17(ban the porn industry at least from the internet or just make it impossible for a teenager or kid to get it, stop the feminist lustful endoctrination and encourage real manhood with real strong smart man figures) (Napoleon Hill - "Think And Grow Rich") Popular Porn Site Reveals Women Search For Hardcore Genres More Than You Might Expect https://fightthenewdrug.org/data-reveals-women-are-searching-hardcore-genres/The feminist communist pre-luciferian crazy circus agenda to keep the masses in control by disqualifying, shaming, attacking, ignoring and keeping men's DIGNITY under silence, disgusts me so much that I am fleeing the western Babylonian matrix rationalized as "modern" ASAP to my own real home, PRESERVING myself from these succubuses and zombies, and despite all the social engineering program done to keep me trapped in that man-hating porn culture by design through the suggestive assaulting advertisements bombarded to us in the medias and tight fashion and even some laws, and even though I've been bullied by that brainwashing since childhood !!! Time to live my real life as the real man that I am !!! Growing in Christ receiving God's grace ABOVE these silly fading interferences.Man's value increases as he ages whereas woman's value declines around 30: that's why she may lure you in her seductive ways and pressure you with the legal set up to make you her financial and material blood-bake before she hits 30, distracting you from your own dreams and aspirations, and that's why the government corrupts her in luciferianism to keep you for that snare she's been taught instead of a genuine loving connection, so that men and the masses in general be powerless and confused and easily controlled to feed that same ratrace marketing scam paradigm, the communist institutionalized promoted slavery from which you break-free to be your real self far away from that rationalized mad prison of lust-fear-stupidity-melodrama been advertised.I am also virgin heterosexual (content with it), hispanic, financial and location freedom minded, handsome and attractive enough, logician INTP type, got a decent black car, studies and job opportunities I apply to here and there, passive income and permanent expatriation goals, health with workout and cleanses and good diet minded, outsmarting the rationalized mediocrity system basically. Remember how anxiety decreases overtime, as you keep on breaking through the egg of learned helplessness, EXTENDING your comfort zone, breaking the mediocrity cycle. Just like toxic emotions are only fading, replaced by bliss and joy. You don't learn to swim by reading a book. We all fall before walking, before riding a bike, we all fail before driving as well. Let your growing character surpass and overcome your challenge. Just get it done. Let your snowball take its power. Like any other trap, PMO-lust is easy to get into and harder to get out of. Be patient, enjoy all the ease that you have if you feel lonely, remember all that you went through if you feel guilty. Let it flow and let it grow, healing in your recovery. Let the withdrawals disappear when they pass. Let your bright lovely wishes be attracted offering themselves completely to you. Just let it float higher and higher to your real self, away from the nonsense despite the lying programs and the brainwashed zombies and succubuses. Glitch your way out of it, surpass it naturally. It's alright. My vital creative asset is my fuel for achievement, my energy of execution. So precious is this seed that it leads to sanctification, power and money. _Motivation, enthusiasm, determination, achievement of my goals _Strength, charisma, authority, approval from anybody _Charm, attractiveness, beauty, desire _Clarity, serenity, certainty, peace of mind _Energy, lightness, better sleep, better transit _Optimism, laughter, clear conscience, sense of bonding These are a few benefits I got naturally during abstinence (61 days is my longest streak as I'm writing this sentence).