Hey everyone, I want to start out by saying I have plenty of goals in mind. I'm heading to college in another month. I have a life to restore. And I'm going to kick PMO's ass once and for all. I made accounts on this website before and stopped posting, soon giving up. I've battled PMO knowingly since my freshman year, but started in 6th/7th grade. I have gone on countless streaks of one week. Few two weeks. And this summer was able to make it over a month and a half. There's alot I wish to share with the teen section and the world about the knowledge I've gained. I know now, that no one can defeat this curse by living the same life. You have to force yourself to focus on goals and a brand new life in order to overcome the demons of your past. How many of you watch porn in your room? In your bed? At your computer? Think about the scenarios. I don't know about you guys, but if I didn't have time alone, I would not be watching porn. Now I'm not going to explain what I already learned from guides you can find at this website, read through them btw, but I will say that if you are not changing your life, changing the way you live, you will not win. And neither will I. I don't care who reads this and who sees this because I will make a story for days to come. About a man who rose to his throne once and for all thinking he defeated the powerful PMO, but then dropped his guard and lost. It was in late spring of this year that I met my girlfriend. I was only on about a week or two of PMO when I very first started talking to her. I thought to myself, "Hold on, if I give in now, I'll stop wanting to talk to her and I'll lose this girl who I truly believe is the change in my life." From that point on, some nights with wars that would shed more blood than any fantasy battle one can imagine, I went on a solid streak with her support of a month and a half. This was due to a combination of things. One of those being, connection. I never had close friends or got outside much aside from football and lifting weights. My time often consisted of playing online games like League of Legends. It was then on that my life involved actively taking my time out of my day to meet someone, interact with others, her family, go places and enjoy life. I cannot tell you how important it is to get outside and just keep seeking connection. Just do something. Please. The worst thing we can all do in this battle is find ourselves bored. That's when the thoughts creep in. And once we look once, we know what happens next. How did I fall? I stopped caring. I went BACK to my old lifestyle of late nights on the computer. I STOPPED reading books and focusing on my art. I STOPPED actively seeking connection not just with her but with others. I became OVERLY CONTENT with my life. And lost it all. She's still with me, thank heavens. However, I know in my heart there is a huge difference between the me she fell in love with and the man I am right now. I will not become that lesser version of myself again. If you guys want to know more benefits just read up on threads here, but I assure you, confidence and many other things about your life will increase. The women will come. Just keep focusing on changing your life for the better. Wow, I made this journal for myself, but I felt like it was a speech. Ah well. Hopefully this motivated you guys because I do not plan on losing to this curse ever again. I want my superpowers back. My way with words. My ability to attract and converse with anyone. My glowing eyes with life. My love of life. My life. I'm getting it all back and reclaiming my throne, mark my words, this will be a story of the decades. There will be rainy nights and thunderous storms, but we all control the weather in our own lives and I'm making mine clear sunny skies for the rest of eternity! Let's go men!