So yeah I watched porn for the 3 day yesterday after a 24 day streak. I am lost as of what to do. I have had pied since I was 16 and it seriously just makes me not even want to flirt with women. After relapsing I feel dead, in social interactions I literally don't even feel human. Idk how to go about fully beating this. Iv'e physical activity, New Hobbies, PUA, Mindfulness meditation and the most iv'e made it in 2 years is 24 days. I'm stressed, I'm off to college next year (I literally took a year off because I didn't want to go to college and be how I am right now Literally dead inside with my social skill lacking and not being able to make meaningfull relationships with people (just so you know I have a good friend circle and I party a lot still so i'm not a total shut in) The only real thing I haven't tried is full blown cold showers (I did the james bond shower for a long time) and i'm honestly hoping that the key because I literally think iv'e tried everything (even therapy). The only other thing I plan on doing now is coming here everyday and posting. Wish me luck. Porn has destroyed me as a person.